"It’s like a hunger that needs to be feed. An unstoppable reoccurring cycle that leads to the unthinkable. You know how it ends but you’re stuck. You’re stuck on the roller coaster that only goes one speed…fast. A never ending dream at night. That’s what happens when it hits me. One day you’ll see yourself in the reflection as perfection without having to ask the mirror to find the fixed flaws."

C Johnson